SO many good souls all around, sending them love sending them love. What's a bad person but a person who doesn't fit in to the norm? We're all awkward, aren't we? Just doing our roles as best we can, never perfectly, but close enough. What's up with us that we all get so self-conscious? It's all our culture, isn't it? All of this avoiding eye contact garbage and holding eye contact garbage--techniques and manners of being that are appropriate/non appropriate. my life's a program, so no worries, I have time to dream in my head while I stir the cooking pot. I have time to worry and hope and contemplate and dream if I don't have to pay attention to what I'm doing. Dichotomies, dichotomies. I either have pay my attention to something or not. Usually if I don't have to, I'm somewhat satisfied for a bit. God forbid someone wants my attention. I'll dole it out in small portions, making it seem rare and valuable. I'll pay attention to what I think is important and to what I want. Nothing else matters, right? Aren't I just being descriptive?
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